Here Is What Happened

You know, I have been consistently talking shit about Amy Lee for years now, and she has been ridiculously following the dumb words all along, combating the true rumors from going viral (unfortunately they did) with everything in her power, both lyrically and technologically. Now she doesn't even go on tour, sits at home monitoring all of my devices and makes occasional interruptions. This is her job now, which is pathetic... the reason why I decided to undraft all my previous content.

So here's the story, folks, that you might find interesting, how Amy Lee once pulled together a legion of techs, musicians and artists to counter the writer here who'd bullied her in the first place. Not to mention the hackers that were hired to combat the writer when the band's reputation doesn't exist anymore. Oh, Amy! No...

So let's start here. I left my IG username back in 2018 in a separate post to get Amy Lee to DM me on the platform to see if I could seduce the sexpot for a hang knowing it could never go south... but it did... Soon as she copied my username off, she allegedly hired a hacker to crack into my IG account for an IP address to gain access to my phone and other personal info to learn more about things I love in case she uses them to my disadvantage, including artists I loved so much....

From that date, up until 2021, when The Bitter Truth comes out, she accumulated enough information about my uninteresting life (thanks to hackers who gave it an edge) only to reflect them on the band's upcoming album, reportedly released in April 2021 for the sole purpose of counter-bullying the incels and online trolls kind of crusade sort of movement type thing!... The allies joined the movement later on (including my favorite artists/bands) to fight alongside Evanescence and risked reputations because of The Bitter Truth's failure that the singer "herself" confessed in an Instagram post just this year that it (the allyship to counter the bully) had gotten them into a giant mess by "spreading lies and feeding hate"!!!

Here is the list of music allies who felt like busy-bodying for this crusade:

Metallica (the recent album 72 Seasons. Why would you risk your reputation?!)

The joker folie à deux and they said it was to target incels but didn't mention the name! HERE I AM!!

Top Gun Maverick!!! Lady Gaga gave the troll a different attitude in the ending scene. Holy Fuck!

Azizam by Ed Sheeran (they also knew the nationality of the writer from the Apple ID!!)

Karma by taylor Swift featuring Ice Spice

This Is Why by Paramore

Mayhem the Album (in Abracadabra the song there is a line that goes "pay the toll to the angels", which means she dedicated the ending song from Top Gun Maverick to the incel she thought would shoot Shaun Morgan in a "blog post" here from 2021!!! She tried the cuddle?! ) 

The most recent is by Lzzy Hale, an Amy Lee ally and a happiness shark called the darkness always wins.

Hey now, recruiting more people to join the movement won't much help, the troll/incel adds. Don't you let us and or them make this mess grow bigger!

love you

I want to give these writings a different approach even though I might not be good at it. After all these years of learning to hate. I want to unlearn this time, help me do it 'cause since my last post I can feel enormous love being vibed back at me by these powerhouses which is something I'm going to be keep trucking right on that track. So please don't tell me I don't speak the language of love, I'm thinking of learning to say something beautiful. Still in progress. And by the way, this is in case Amy Lee thinks I am always used to saying hate. Not this time. People, especially people like me grow and learn what they need.

Well speaking of love. I loved this lady when I was 16 and wild and wanted to meet her. not that "Meet The Creeper" by Rob Zombie kind and I basically didn't know how... just like Lady Gaga's relationship with Madonna, I had the same one with Amy Lee. She was just so special to me. like that one I described her earlier she was the center of the universe to me and she was worth my time. totally. (letting myself be human for a minute and write like that). 

I just want to tell you Amy that your eyes bestowing a look at me like a shotgun shoving with both barrels you are extraordinary to me, and I'm not talking highly of you it makes me look bad. as I sing:  We better stop what's that sound everybody look what's going down.. 

 It's good to speak our minds. It kind of feels freeing, and I need to tell you I was jealous of you. your apeals. your sex. your powerfulness, your happiness and everything. do you even care about your diet lately? You're still sexy no matter what.  old crush. Nobody matches your eyes specially those beautiful shades now everybody follows but nobody does it like you... 

I don't mean to seduce you, you're not what I need but I hope I can get there soon....a beautiful broad just like you who sleeps and wakes up with me and I know I get a life first. And I hope I can sing that Korn song: Got The Life to her someday. 

And by the way guys/readers don't take everything I say here seriously or personally. They were all fucking bullshit. Let's celebrate the 4th of July. Happy Birthday America!

The Army of Amy Lee NOW!

taylor: I'm not Julie Delpy, but I am. I am a drop-dead gorgeous, flawless smoking-hot force of nature play hard to get, but I'm not sexy. That's a shame. And I confess that I am $200k in debt looking for boyfriends with good credits cause I'm looking to create some more decent music where I'm not the director.

Hayley Williams: our hypothetical love shack got burned to the ground, and I'm a failure. That's what she said. I didn't come up. I'm sorry honey.

Gaga then: how the hell match.com suggested me that when my preference was something a little different?? Who's the asshole here?

Gaga now: the match.com algorithm generated AI for a venemous rat in a sex dungeon went wrong good for you. Now she's the size except I don't like her not one bit. My preferences were still a little different no matter what mattered matters.  it's a drain.

Lindsey: she wishes the same wish I do on every New Year's Eve. We all have to gotsta get laid at some point sometimes, but we like shy away. 

Momsen: love her accent, but the titties are a big deal. It ain't  me only. call the damn doctor.

Carly: you know, I got stopped once before all the ugly bullshit that just gone down and was asked about who was my dream girl for real, and I was like, eh, she's pale,  big boobs, zero percent ignorant or hateful and it was not a chooser . Guess what? I am a chooser now, and I already have all the unlimited gems from Witchcraft World  video game. Who knew?

Miley: she looks as if I have an uncle's wife called Cody. She's family. like how fucking dare you. You know the elite elle fanning was not for me.

Kirk Hammett: hit the fast notes? Hit the gym instead, pal. Those notes have to come from somebody who hits the gym sometimes. These are for public consumption, so be careful out there with those guitar noodles every now and then. Also mind the jam. prease.

Madonna: not a bad note on that one. She's everything I love or look up to. Suck her dick.

Will Hunt: the cult of doing shady stuff to support my music. But you know blondes are allowed to challenge me. I get the bossoms out of the front cusp for you, then  lubricate them till we are both happy and good to go. 

Venomous Cocktail: 38% mutation+23% pink cognitive errors+5% minority. I am taking testosterone now, but people can tell. There is also 6X100% more on demand. NO SCAM. As seen on NBC, Fox News,.. we are powerful in the market. Potent!

James Hetfield from Metallica: spends a good part of his life in the SF Bay Area until he realized that he was actually a rock ' n' roll soul who had nothing to do with city slickers, elite attitudes urban music etc. so he'd just decide to retreat to CO magnet area where he belongs NOW.... he once said no matter where you geographically end up, and I think he might be right. Glad that he no longer has to put a lot of masks on or shave a mustache to blend in or adjust to his people's needs.

Michael: not leaning on minorities. I know how it hurts. Been there. But criminals these days call themselves entrepreneurs and basically get away with it through hobnobbing. 50 Cent also calls himself "entrepreneur" and they are on the loose these days who cares?

Mayhem The Album: also could have been entitled the chaos in a box, helter-skelter, the uncohisive hang with legendary friends, the antitode for venomous cocktail poisoning, alcoholism is bad, love letters to circumsized ones,... my pick is "get vaccinned"

Amy: sorry to call you a punching bag this time you been my celebrity crush but you know we might never make a grammar mistake but we could still have hard times doing certain words like "authenticity" and she just knows what I mean, or let me explain it. I wanted a wife.

Hayley Williams Has Beef With Amy Lee

What's interesting about comparing these two singers is the contradiction I find about how they are naturally projected. One is all about no body and gorgeous face and the other is all about body and no face. Still they are fighting for who should be the alpha alternative Goddess of Tennessee and it's gotten so serious that from time to time I see these two artists are at each other via Instagram stories which really seem so flagrant every time I browse their pages and stumble upon a coded story.

I think I watched Hayley Williams once reacted to an interview by Amy Lee back in 2023 while she (Hayley) hadn't yet decided to delete all her previous posts on IG where Amy Lee would wear this T-shirt half covering the word New York on her interview with RockSound that soon enough took a backlash from Hayley Williams on Instagram by a picture from a tight lane where Hayley Williams was tucked in between the passage way.

Amy Lee doing an interview with @rocksound was initially sending a signal to Hayley Williams that each time she f*cks a new boyfriend and Hayley Williams who wasn't taking it anymore immediately took on social media to tell the world that Amy Lee at her 40's has the greatest hole in the rock 'n' roll business.

Whats so funny they are still exchanging coded stories on them instagrams, most recently bragging their instruments and pedals they still use for the band or the other band posts on ebay to sell. and the cat fight goes on and on...

Walls of Regret Blues

 

They figured all the possible angles and finally settled on this one.

Shaun Morgan

On top of every public knowledge we already know of this promiscuous individual hypocritically brushed off the Wikipedia and on the internet, it’s worth to know that this guy, in our opinion, is more of a sexual person than it is as a musician whose whole life revolves around seducing as many girls as possible followed by multiple apologetic breakups that lets the previous ones go most easily and the new ones in so smartly, pretty much like an In-N-Out Burger facility of sex drive…..

This is sadly how his established wicked mindset works in a nutshell, the new ones always fill in for previous ones losing appeals and the fact that ejaculation comes by even harder at this age with erectile dysfunctions happening and much cocaine to help get it back in the shape, these are the essentials for a ho (like him) to distract himself from feeling guilty of dealing with girls emotions in the past and in his own convictions….

It’s not that when you’re into rock 'n' roll business you can’t help but give in to sex and drugs, though some people in this business have managed to restrict the vices to times when their band is in the writing phase or out on the road, they are being cool with it all along but this guy has a real hard time prioritizing of when and where to get high, relationships are no exceptions….

When highness gets out of the control, his stinky mean self is going to constantly shift between make up/break up as many times as he’ll repeat to wear the whole thing out to no endings, just like him manipulating relationship with a co-star and a partner in crime Amy Lee and the rest of other victims he can get his hands on to keep them going in a loop with this dating tactics and occasional flattery that have all been working out just fine.

When you are a chick magnet perv like Shaun Morgan, you will have to surround yourself with as many chicks as you want and assign each to a certain portion of your sexual fantasies to get the most out of each person who’d contribute to your satisfactions for starters. One becomes wife and the rest are only girlfriends, mistresses, exes, the neighbor next door, that one hot teenage girl you visited at Starbucks….. of whom serving the same insatiable compulsive person that you are.....

The word greedy bastard springs to mind if you don’t mind. A lunatic frenzy who brings out the most out of his appeals in which an average girl falls for before it’s given up and has to be addressed.… I would say in legal terms, if it’s not possible the most deserving people who were denied a relationship unbalanced by this type of greedy predator motherfucker should step it up and put an end to an unresolved issue.
It’ll most certainly be favored by the majority (who are affected by it) and as well helps prevent genital diseases to break out to a few more people in such an eco-friendly fashion…..

There are also tons of video & audio tapes if we’d ever want to go easy on this giant criminal but those ain’t fair as long as the proportion and the ultimate solution are concerned. Whether or not we’ll let the greedy rascal think twice about the bigamy he brought all the way to U.S.A from South Africa.
No more girls falling for this tribal greed…..no greater shares of the plunder....no big fishes in the pond anymore.....no more red flags raised by foreigners…..

We feel bad for him.
Truly.

The Army of Amy Hartzler

I just realized today that I'm posted on TikTok and as well being shared by either of the chapters below for courtesy of an announcement, so here we go with more of it:

Chapter 1 - The transformation's finest
Look at how the new appearance kicks in when you move from New York City to suburbs of Nashville.

Chapter 2 - Shame resistancy ever lead to jealousy? Yes, it did indeed.
You can no longer lose weight in a country where fat girls are popular and married, whether you choose to play violin or dance.

Chapter 2.5 - Are you mad?? What's wrong bro??
Somebody reminds of a random woman laborer who claimed a colleague her "significant other" in the workplace whereas both actually dated different people outta there for face-saving reasons.
The two colleagues were also two and a half adorable social activists and politicians and much more.

Chapter 3 - One for all, all for none....
Sex, just like any unfairly distributed entities or properties (such as money, happiness, freedom, tax bills, ...) is also unfairly distributed which means a 6ft 2 man 300 pounds (assumed thicker) gets to f**k 10 women getting on with midlife crisis while 9 other ineligible penises get to f**k none.

Chapter 4 - Two Puppies

Teenage crushes are awesome specially when you are so protectively keeping him intact from all the other contenders out there, by the time you've steered the guy into marrying you to make sure the perfection is only yours. You won the deal hands down, good for you.

(Chapter 4 has some relevancy to Chapter 2.5, in case you are studying the art of winning alpha deals by beta ones)

Chapter 5 - It all harkens back to Black Sabbath...
A pioneer Black Sabbath demon unwitting summoned curses that woken minions offspring to thereby project themselves in different genres.....one of them turned out to be an epic "make-up metal band".

Chapter 6 - We Are The Shipwrecks
cuz they got all the time it took to make a killer single on them sides but ain't come up with nothing yet?

The Next Season - Something went wrong with his life
That he decided to roll over to his lord who's made him feel loved, as opposed the tough local Ella that would only fancy the same tough "wavelengths" to get along with.

At the end of the day he appreciates all the love and interests, but as a matter of fact, he used to, is and will always be into his good old dorky special someone no matter what (happens).

What Happened to Amy Hartzler?

Once a $12m (of net worth) lady has now turned into an average Bobbie who pleads with the fans via the wasteland parts of the social media to revisit her band's Youtube videos for a prize to hot resorts and spas down in Las Vegas for the upcoming downright waste of money unworthy shows, scheduled for November hopefully.... So I gather when the YouTube monetizing didn't workout the way it was planned, she'd be posting another video encouraging fans to donate to HeadCount (associated fundraiser) as much as they could afford to win a one-on-one piano session to cover the costs of music videos she's been forfeiting while keeping track of paybacks vs. expenses and other stuffs out of generosities she'd been making here and there.....? Yes, no two ways about it.

There used to be a time when Amy Hartzler had a big wad of cash on her and was constantly approached by producers who would suggest new studios, amps, directors, band members, boyfriends, collabs and such but all of a sudden they were all gone.... Why?? Because they kind of knew this lady had struck gold with the Fallen record and could roundly be some legit prey to bleed her dry, but as they drained the money pit out of her and got away with it, left her so much as a heritage of uncool songs and brokenness. 
Her family would have also been taking advantage of her ever since, letting her buy them a country house in rural Arkansas back in 2004..... Did I mention she also shares the proceeds of her NYC house sales with the siblings?? Let's figure.....

She sells the New York estate, buys a way cheaper new home in Nashville and shares what remains off the golden goose with the siblings, friends, again producers, new records....
The last time I hear somebody ever do complimentary like that was George Clooney who had a legit more reputations and net worth than Amy Hartzler at the time and only did it one time that made it to the press & magz for everybody to behold the generosity and take note.....

Now, would anybody please stop dat Amy Hartzler (Dorkzler) asap? she's gotta be stopped. I mean for (legit) real. Assuming that she got to experience those ups and downs in music and success, this actually sounds like a vulnerable person that everybody takes advantage of and might just go wrong sooner than later....
I wonder how the namely therapist husband of hers (that she keeps bringing up his names laying low), doesn't even bother touch basing or a free one-on-one session to manage the thoughtlessness. I mean they are in a family band, one affects the other for sure.

Isn't he as well watching Kaballa TV programs right now while Amy Hartzler is hanging out with the old boyfriends smoking tough shit when he's not even there??
I have no idea what kind of apathetic person this is who just doesn't show up nowhere, has zero empathy to his wife, pretty reluctant to see his wife go alcoholic, quits nothing on nobody for the therapist he is and.....left speechless.

Or let's just say friends she relies on, speaking of them, she's also been dusting off old friendships indulging herself (almost) last year to take a lapse on the last restaurant she hung with boyfriends before this predator marriage interfered that sort of blew the thrills of relationships that once helped her put down some amazing vengeful lyrics charged with spooky sexual attitudes coming from a young lady who'd got all the feelings bottled up, waiting to be released and released and went down......but this time it just no longer works.

To put it simply, she's out 2 houses (for siblings), 7 figures on jerks of music industry, lost reputations and a wide open potential for vulnerability that should pave the way to the drugs, depression, suicide, cybercrime....

Semi-legit

Bring Me to Life: Amy Hartzler on the Brink of Suicide

Hello back everyone, I am once again reaching out to my blog for a new insight and it's going to be a major dive into the inspiration behind the anthem song of the band called "Bring Me to Life" that the singer has been raving about to represent as being drawn upon the event in which she first met her husband in a restaurant and what would ensue from the interactions they made to eventually be bound together several years after the couple happened to date each other for the second time in such a major city like New York City.

It is also no longer a myth for me that the supposed singer was on the verge for break down and yet nobody even realized how vividly the suicide attempt was projected in the music video of "Bring Me to Life" where Amy Hartzler had to climb the proverbial building up to the floor that the music blast, fame, fortune, life and an extra fuss was all about. As you might have seen the video, she was so pushing herself to that direction that it felt like she would jump off the building and put an end to her life if there were no musicians available at the scene to give her a hand and save her from nothing she was meant to become up there.

However I sliced it, it seemed to be pretty out of the question that the lady in question was desperate for fame so much that almost considered suicide to get some sort of highness or some kind of mystical Gods lay an eye on her who was miserably on the edge and to let the major turn of event happen shall she withdrew from that decision. (Just reading into lyrics to the songs Tourniquet and Bring Me to Life, off the Fallen each separately and combined)

So let me ask you a question, how would an apparent suicide attempt with all the detailed pointers therein "Bring Me to Life" leading to the same conclusive interpretation mean a simple story to you? Like a social occasion where two people meet in a restaurant that goes a long way?? C'mon you people....., you are smarter.

The Bitter Truth

When you get the job done single-handedly and let the producer color your final product fair enough you just don't give a room for listeners to realize it was done on a budget project for a huge production kinda work.

The cheesy lyrics also would've been written by a 3rd grade schoolgirl all by herself if they weren't willing to get a decent lyricist input some mainstream pearl of wisdom embedded all over into this album.  

Here is the reddit discussion to dig out:

https://www.reddit.com/r/audioengineering/comments/lznw4v/whats_the_problem_with_evanescences_new_album

Also check out the band's updated discography on Wikipedia yourselves out there, as bitter as it may ever taste.

Blew vs Bruised and Bloodied

another hello how low? why don't you die your hair blonde as well? or is it the accent barrier not letting you talk much between setlist breaks (intermission)?

Is That Amy Lee or Botox?!

So basically she takes a racial turn in attitudes and I be like: okay,...here's my turn too til it stops.

Covers that badly injected botox with little bit of hair. Nice job though, can you spot it in there?

Lzzy in Botox: Takes the Amy Lee's Advice

She's got her botox fillings in the cheek everybody! lotta highlights shed on those newly injected cellulite sporting in there.... Wow she looks fantastic! (at least for the time being)

Feeling all crunked up and shit, aren't you? Did you, by any chance, take a shot at Amy Lee's doctor? I mean these fillings by contrast look a lot even to me............

Look how excited she sounds like at this interview for a total make over she's gone through lately. OMG.

Amy Lee Secretly Pays Visit to Her Ex Boyfriend Shaun Morgan

Josh you'd better watch, your breadwinner & sweetheart secretly dates Shaun Morgan who also lives in the city. What I see in the WhatsApp of exchanged bonds is just beyond embarrassing for their age and matrimonial status specially...

Not to mention the geolocation of Amy's device that points down to Shaun's brothel of a house in Nashville quite often.

 

Lzzy Hale is also involved, just saying....and part of mutual friends who are in on it for a sexual fix.

Diving Deeper Into Amy Lee's World

Following the girly trend of #challengeaccepted and due to higher frequency of liaison appeals I see everywhere on the fat old social media, I am there too to post my serious craps in an unprecedented fucking frequencies.
But, you know....restricted to few facts, to save on your obsessively precious hot summer times and all:

• AMY LEE believes in grieving because she expects something freaking out to happen to her once the grieving pointer hits the mandatory spot of: "I can't take this anymore". #stashedgriefs
  

• If need be, she applies a little bit of her available feminine wiles (hugs, kisses, flirts, texts, drunk chit-chats) so as to get what she wants accomplished by male folks (who are then rewarded by "kiss' um ass gu'bye") in order to fulfill the revenge she takes on male adults who typically break girls hearts and thus deserve to be nailed. #aintfeelingdefeated

• She is pretty a body dysmorphic slut, (I'd actually prefer go into more details this time), e.g. she believes she's been given a couple of imperfect knee caps that have to be wrapped like burritos all the time! #JapaneseCliches

• She was twice got fingered (cordially) by chicos down South back to the elementary school she used to go and that's the reason why she's been staying off the eggplants and kind of tends to hang out with No Frills bananas for what it's worth. (has actually gotten more scammed for bananas than she did for eggplants) #1/2heritage

• She had always wanted to have a son instead of a daughter so she took prescriptions to fulfill the sex selection. #She_assumes_girls_are_miserable
  

• Finally, she is also into this belief that by perpetrating a fourth/fifth/ninth degree crime, a strange kind of murky twerky power helps her achieve more success than many other people who dare not to step into that zone also achieve. #666
  

Definitions:

4 is for turning 40

666 for say10, 9, 8, 7,.....

More notes:

Can you please break up with my phones?? Thank you in Japanese.

Does Amy Lee Pay Cyber Hackers to Sort Her Out?

The answer is yes, from black-hat optimizations on Spotify and iTunes to fake subscribers & likes on Facebook, YouTube, Instagram, Twitter, she keeps her head above water and surely emulates to other artists/bands (in a bad way).

Amy Lee Also Pays Cyber Touts to Monitor the Enemy Devices

I just have an announcement to share on recent suspicious behaviors I spotted on my cell phone which has been persistent and pushy so far:
I don't have an interesting or helping docs on it (except for obituaries) for cyber invaders who break into it and spy on it to keep the spinning wheel next to my WiFi icon transmit outgoing feed all the filthy way to their recipient devices.
Fortunately I had seen this coming since I actually knew the person I was up against so I'd entirely taped the selfie camera and lately the rear one to block whomever having a look see at the other end... but the installed apps? nope, they weren't capable of the fix.

Why would I feel guilty to connect to internet and to tap on my social networks because I actually know somebody's sniffing my interactions data which is totally nonsense from a remote location?
I could have handed the credentials to my stealth social accounts if they wanted to, but the way they accessed and customized those apps on their own is both beyond unethical and immoral...

You're a criminal Amy, face it. It's up to U.S law that lets elite people get away with crimes perpetrating without a deterrent penalty in place to avoid further problems these criminals cause along the way....

Yet, to hit back on somebody who freely writes down his thoughts and reviews over here every once in a while with a cyber infiltration and interception, can't be a proportionate response an innocent person with clear background does in the same situation...

You're a mom, don't let your kid into crime world because it's got thrills and overnight success..... You're a bad influence, believe it or not.
That being said and understood, please turn down the frequency in which I have to respond through here over horribly unlawful acts you do to keep yourself motivated.

What Happened to EvThreads Internet Forum?

I just want to make it short here so I place a link to an article from reliable Forbes magazine for your scrutiny:

https://www.forbes.com/sites/wenjiazhao/2012/07/25/anonymous-targets-singer-and-record-company-in-operation-pedochat/

The admins used to encourage members to videotape themselves doing dangerous activities that promoted suicide:

There is actually an elaborate lawsuit with this forum on her which I'm not allowed to upload due to Blogger's policy. She was not guilty though....

P.S. With blog's terminations plots and ongoing provocative actions starting since 2020, I had found myself liable to scramble on my efforts to post new materials up here, but I would rather just tone it down. I don't want to thoroughly alienate anybody....

Also the quarantine helped me afford one entire day wrapped up in making these two new posts and just going to withdraw until an unknown date....

                                  

                                 ♡

Success: Amy Repossesses Josh Succumbs

I had just stepped back from posting for this blog and almost left it as it was along with other social medias I had over on the Internet that I received an Email the other day from PropertyShark notifying me about a recent change on the status of the property which was namely once owned by Amy Lynn Lee then by Joshua W Hartzler and now a guy I don't know called Fitzgerald William.

Back in the 2019 I almost wound up making new posts since my identification (via passport) but later I decided to make one and walk away forever until this status change happened which was sort of heart soothing to see how my previous advices turned out as long as Amy's decisions goes....

I want to thank me for appropriately influencing Amy Lee by setting a new mindset for her, property ownership wise, which has had an apparently good outcome so far and she's gonna enjoy some more only if she'll give up thinking that this blog is some kind of trap or scheme to take advantage of her or something. This blog was only meant to rectify some of the critical mistakes of fairly fickle minds who had no idea what they were doing back then and have sadly just wised up to the situation....

In order to shine some light on her issues, let's go back in time and see what did it take for Amy Lee ideologically to hand over her hard earned wealth to the conspirator (Josh).

I want to journey back from fancy NYC to the Heartland USA where Amy was spending her ambitious formative years. To semi rural places where every girl would fantasize about making it to either NYC or LA to seek for an "urban man" who would've possibly outclassed their social status compared to fellow girls who were still stuck in backwards places...

As for Amy Lee, letting this breakthrough happen strongly depended on a major bid for attention led by a huge exposure of feelings through music in a way that everybody becomes so concerned about her deepest darkest inner layers of nonsense sentimentality.

At the time when when she was going through a chronic state of depression and disillusionment, reckoning that she had a long way to make it to the spotlight and on TV to become a renowned musical icon for people from "metropolitan cities" she'd grown obsessed by earlier back in Arkansas....

As you do know the rest, The Fallen album came off so good that took an unknown girl along with her magic piano to literally every house worldwide of which had people following music trends. This viral album and the massiveness that followed formed a vibe of self-assurance driven by a fast fortune coming in for Amy Lee that would make it so hard on her (who was in a whole different area a year ago) to fully take it in. 

Taken a sudden change that could've happened to a random person by going from one extreme (edge) to the other and the follow up impacts, she started to make one mistake to another.

First off the one sided contract deals with Wind Up records, next with Ben Moody's dismissal and the rest with firing band members, canceling shows due to uncertain reasons, spending an obscene amount of money on new music videos and productions, giving up her own property to Josh over the fear of closure by the law amidst the battle with musical contracts she'd signed up for and so forth...

Meanwhile, on this trial and error episode of her life both in NYC and LA, she turns up not to let her guard down instantly and not to roll over to people she gets to see in these cities in which every other person is supposed to take advantage of anybody else financially. This was pretty much in such a contradiction of what was going on back to her comfort zone in laid back Arkansas.

In Arkansas she was used to confide in people and at worst lose moderately in terms of emotional challenges reflecting in her lyrics, while with NYC (and LA) she was looking at losing millions of dollars from labels, producers, managers, music brokers, touts,...

Was NYC still a favorable city she used to look up to years back or not? She gotta ask herself.

"If it seems too good to be true, it probably is"

The irony is that newcomers to such places take on the same roles. They take a major shift from being honest and trustworthy naives to such vicious and conniving crooks that only prime movies with elaborate storylines into the matter can justifiably present.

Money has always been a top priority in places like these. If it's made by labels to pushing artists around with one sided contract deals it's okay. If a "bald guy" calls a fake marriage to own a estate from his wife it's okay as well. If a Grunge frontman fakes a relationship to promote himself and eventually leave his girlfriend alcoholic forever it's still okay. If royalties are not paid on time and it has to be taken to the court it's okay too...

In a broader sense the same routine applies for legislators and creators of the same system that contribute to the development of their society by utilizing any given tricks they make up to let this development keep moving, whether by "stealing" scientists from all over the world who help advance a technology in which they challenge their home countries with, or just raising taxes and living expenses for their own people who would've had the same quality of life elsewhere in the world with a fraction of what they spend there already...

Back to our topic, I always suggest to everyone in touch with me not to fall for serious real life traps that cost money. It'll be real it'll be consequential it'll be nerve racking it'll be obsessive and it'll hurt...

All it takes to minimize the damage is to simply expose ourselves to the knowledge, grab a book (even lyrics book), read history, think outside the box, change our one-track minds and more importantly harness our unchained feelings in ups and downs.

This is the case with most of the artists I have personally/virtually come across throughout my life who were just not able to balance it out when it came to make decisions while they were high on the prime phase of their career.

"Having a strong emotion is a big gift but having a stronger control on the emotion is sort of required, if you will."

How Does the Evanescence Songs Work?

The mastermind of the songs (Amy Lee) must have been a very smart woman who intentionally strings along the words to make her listeners think that she is specifically singing for them. I mean songs made specifically for every single one of the fans listening to songs.

Parts of the lyrics/songs were also made with an idea of making listeners worry about Evanescence lead singer exposing her own issues in the lyrics and by letting the audience unanimously mourn for the heartbreaks, failures, abusive relationships she'd been through blah blah...

So it got me thinking why on earth would a girl want to expose herself through lyrics to get everybody concerned? Was it a plot? Did the recording label force them to lay out such songs? Does she systematically obsess her fans for attention?

That's when I created this blog to raise the awareness for people whom I knew were depressed, devastated, obsessed and mentally deranged (and escalated) listening to Evanescence by being targeted in the band's lyrics and the songs.

Why Do I Badger Amy Lee?

Merry belated Christmas everybody, I hope holidays finds everyone happy and healthy....
This new year is going to be full of happiness and blissfulness and I hope everyone finishes off what they set out a year or few years back and set up new goals and ideas for the years ahead.

In this post I'll be discussing heartbreaks and how different people manage to overcome them.
It all starts with a feeling you make toward people you find amazing, pretty, dashing, attractive etc. This feeling doesn't just come to existence out of the blue, it's just more than a coincidence. It's a progressive emotion that stretches out to an extent where you'll find yourself enchanted and if developed furthermore, you are going to be committed to your initial feelings which is now turned into a 4 letter word: Love.

Some say love is sacred, love is pure, love is never having to say you're sorry, but on top of every definition of love I know I also have my own definition: Love is jealous!

You never know about this thing until somebody else seduces your lover and it triggers your jealousy department and you're gonna do something to calm yourself down. This is when different people react differently. Some let it slide, some cry their hearts out, some forget about it and some people (me included), take revenge.

I don't much care how some other guys react but let me open up for you. You gotta have to know me before you can judge me, so hang on and listen to me.

Let's say I have fallen in love 3 times throughout my whole life to 3 girls named S, F and A. (A is for Amy).

S was a lesbian who had worst taste in guys. F was a red headed pale girl and as well the most beautiful out of 3, and A was an extremely amazing woman. That kind of woman that never wears out or get ridiculous over time.

(Note: I loved these three girls in different times and places, I am no bigamist!)

As for S, she was a heavy built girl with lovely tiny teeth and a floppy hug.... She was actually a member of a library where I had a subscription in.
We just ran into each other in the aisles several times that ended up in a relationship, but not an steady one since I asked for sex before we had developed enough love to call our relationship an intimate one.

It's worth saying that 99.99% of guys fool girls into empty marriage promises to reach out underneath their pants and in 99.9999% of cases when they successfully get them laid, they will be moving on to somebody new to stick their flags on somebody else's ass. I actually tried this out for once years later to test the workability but the irony was, I wasn't so skillful at it to pull it off. I could't lie which was a factor, I wasn't not a good liar at least.

Anyways, I put en end to my relationship with S and took on another love that was destined to be worse than the first one. This next girl I met which I'd rather call 'F' was much younger and more straightforward than S and belonged to an upper class family who'd look down their noses to the other class. They were that kind of family who would've only hobnobbed with the biggest merchants and market magnates and some renowned shareholders in the town. I think it was their policy to consort with wealthy families of upper crusts to expose their beautiful young daughters to a bunch of some wealthy single guys waiting to devour.....

It's funny how I got to meet F to begin with, we met in a restaurant in our neighborhood. I had ordered a meal and had no idea where to sit down on it since the tables were full. So I looked around and couldn't spot any empty tables. There was only one round table or two available with extra chairs, one was occupied by an innocent face lad and the other by a young lady who had this eyes peering out like a tiger in a forest on fire!

So I chose the latter and thought, well, she caught my eyes and I am pretty single so why not take my chances and strike up a conversation to see if I can win a heart....
Once I got the number to her phone, I started texting her but as I had no idea how to humor a girl, I only did alienate her to a point where she said she's going to walk away for major irreconcilable differences. This marked my second heartbreak in a row, but I learned so many things from girls on the whole after two relationships at that age. Firstly, the way a relationship should be conducted and how you as a man have to tell all the lies and make empty promises to fool a girl down.

Not only the relationships are up alive by lies, so many other things in real world are also carried out by lies too. Just look at how presidents keep your hopes up by empty promises that are not later on kept. This is how it works, we are living in the world of lies. Just toughing it out...

Years went by until I found an amazing woman called A (Amy). She was someone else, a heroine, a compassionate, somebody to get along with, a fragile beast! A cause to kill or die for..... She was the center of the world to me, a destination, where the road ends, where you have no worries but reaching out to her....

It was a pity though that an unattractive man had a jump on all the other deserving people available there for the inbred conspirator he is whom unlike what was declared, had no prior relationships with Amy.

Synthesis Album

Another desperate move by Amy Lee screwing her older stuffs to make money.

Why Did Amy Lee Fire Former Band Members?

Because she owed them money she couldn't pay out of unpaid royalties.

Jen Majura (New Band Member)

She is half he, isn't she?

The Best Female Vocalists of Rock?

How on earth can a woman with all these negative rates stand at 12th?? Sooner or later Ranker.com is going to fix the rankings.

Josh Conspiracy Hartzler

To put it simply, the couple borrows a mortgage worth $770,000 few years ago, the naive Amy pays off the $3246 monthly checks coming through like clockwork, while Josh Hartlzer becomes the sole owner of the house!! Meaning, Amy is now officially living in Josh's house! The same old 135 Joralemon st in NY,....

Hello Amy? Do you think you need to get yourself diagnosed somewhere? I thought I am the only one who needs mental care, I was wrong!

Amy Lee on Her Track to Make Irrelevant Albums

Amy Lee's "Aftermath" starts out with a song straight out of a sex scene. "Push the Button" is chock full of sensual and sexy vocalizations contributed by Lee herself. A huge step away from her typical Evanescence sound, one could even say this song is tinged with an 80's feel. This is definitely a song you would hear at a hole in the wall dance club in the racy part of town.

Amy then takes us through "White Out" which is a short instrumental interlude that sets a mood of anxiousness. The feeling is brought on by gorgeous and eerie cello work by Mr. Eggar. The only discernible motif is the foreshadowing ostinato pattern in the cello which becomes a recurring theme throughout the rest of the album.

Up next is "Remember to Breathe" which is another minute and a half long interlude with nothing but cello and emptiness. It is simple yet intricately beautiful. The cello creates a feeling of nothingness and seamlessly leads into "Dark Water".

"Dark Water" is heavily influenced by world (specifically Eastern) music. This could very well be a song fit for a belly dancer's repertoire. The song features world singer, Malika Zarra, while Lee steps into the background to support Malika with atmospheric vocals.

"Between Worlds" is the highlight of the instrumental pieces. The recurring theme from "White Out" returns. This time, Lee and Eggar expand and develop the theme using the cello and synthesizer work. The piece creates a feeling of a harsh reality and enlightenment. The piece has a very sinister feel towards the very end which comes suddenly and ends the piece with mourning.

"Drifter" brings a very melancholic piano to the forefront assisted by an equally solemn cello filling in the emptiness. The mood for "Drifter" is just as the title suggests. The listener is slowly drifting away to a place of sadness.

The song transitions suddenly into "Can't Stop What's Coming".

"Can't Stop What's Coming" is the most atmospheric of the non instrumental pieces. Lee plays with surround sound in this piece (listen with headphones). The song features a chorus of Lee's vocal lines weaving and intertwining with each other like a spiderweb. This song is reminiscent of some moments in Pink Floyd's "Dark Side of the Moon"....

Lyrically simple, one can hear hints of Lee's musical influences like Björk, Trent Reznor, and Deftones in this piece.

"Voice In My Head" is another piece featuring Dave Eggar. The cello makes more use of it's rich lower range while the piano works its way through an ostinato for most of the song. Familiar themes come into play in the piano.

The next song is an instant favorite.

"Lockdown" begins with a low synth followed by Amy's trademark haunting vocals. Lyrically, this is the strongest song in the album. Actually, this may be the centerpiece of the work that is "Aftermath".

The best thing about this song is that it changes drastically right in the middle as if the song were really two fused together. Vocally, this is also the most demanding song in the album. Lee really emotes the feeling of despair through her vocals which is the cherry on top of an already great song. The song has moments reminiscent of "Field of Innocence" from Evanescence's "Origin".

Next, we hear what sounds like a construction site used as an intro for "After", another solemn piece featuring Mr. Dave Eggar on cello. If you were expecting a happy ending, you won't find it here. The cello soars beautifully through dissonances while evoking a feeling of hopelessness and sadness. The listener is left without a sense of closure and an unfulfilled need for resolution much like "War Story"..

Troy McLawhorn

A rhythm guitar dude who called a few 'Texting' affairs between Amy & Shaun:

Poor Josh is gonna be so crushed to hear about it! although I don't think he's gonna reflect to that anyway.🦥

Is My Immortal Music Video a Christina Aguilera Rip Off?

Have you ever wondered how the band came up with the idea of making the music video for My Immortal?

The vibe for the music video My Immortal looks a lot like The Voice Within (by Christina Aguilera), which the band eventually had settled on and suggested that it was gonna be for the best to make it look just like "The Voice within". (Little more outdoorsy though).

You can vividly realize the same black-white classical vibe, Amy's outfit, hairstyle, the same stretching out on the ground poses,...

"The Voice Within" was released in 2002 :

While "My Immortal" was released in 2004 : (2 years later)

I'd say a copy right violation, stealing thunder. What would you say?

Who Are the Inspirations of Evanescence Songs?

This time around it's all about the inspirations of Evanescence songs that I assume interesting to dig out. So let's cut to the chase and explore some of the inspirations:

1. Bring me to life: It's about her suicidal thoughts from way back and a constant nightmare she used to visit about jumping off. (Not concerning Josh).

2. Everybody's fool: It's about her dad's commercial works as a voice talent on Radio/TV (Not regarding her teenage sisters who were inspired by celebrities).

3. My immortal: Obviously about her lost sister. (The only time Amy was honest to Media over a song's motif)

4. Wasted On You (also known as WOU): It's
about Shaun Morgan!

6. Going under: about Amy Lee's former boyfriend. (Not Ben, Not Shaun. Just a random guy who got laid by Amy Lee later afterwards)

7. Tourniquet, Imaginary, Haunted, Whisper: Only a tale. A make believe scheme of her own.

Do the Singers/Bands Bathe in Riches?

Today, I'm gonna get a few things down on the record about the money made from the music nowadays and discuss the terms of making money off the album sales, concerts,...

In this post, I'll bring you around to this terrifying world of music industry and will pass you some figures and insights as to what's going on there. 

In order to kick the discussion off, I'd like to tell you that music isn't the shortest path ever to get rich. It's pretty much like a gamble. You put a lot of efforts into making a smashing record, then spend a big chunk of change to record your album in high end studios and forfeit a big sum of money on promotions,.....and finally you'll just take a little money back from what you had put in. (Unless you come up with a lucky idea) 

And by the way you won't own the full royalties of your album sales. Usually, you'll just get paid a tiny percentage of the overall album sales. (Something like 5 cent per album sold while the rest goes to your label's pocket).

Ok. How about the concerts? 

The situation is even worse with concert deals. If there is a festival in which you're going to play, (along with the several other bands playing their gigs on the same stage), your band will be paid a terrible amount of money which is hard to imagine and far below the minimum wage in the long run. Sometimes the bands don't even get paid at all except for big names and sometimes the proceeds are paid after a long time.

It's also interesting to know that a band (any band) won't be paid the total amount of the tickets sales because they are not in charge of distributing their concert tickets or conducting a gig. They will only be paid a small percentage of the total tickets subtracted by other expenses such as venue's share (which is almost up to 95% of the revenue), illuminations, soundings, trucks, security, hotels,.... 

Not to mention that the bands might actually LOSE money on tours in cases of bad weather, natural disasters, disease outbreaks, cancellations,....

Why Did Amy Lee and Shaun Morgan Break Up?

Mutual infidelity! Shaun was cheating on Amy and Amy was cheating on Shaun likewise. It's as simple as that. If you'd priorly thought of something else or read somewhere that either the drinking problem or the drug abuse affected their relationship, you would have to think again!

Shaun Morgan dated many girls (for the sex screw loose he was) and that was something that Amy couldn't live with. Even though she tried to fix Morgan, he couldn't help but hit on new girls under the influence of drugs and booze.....

By the way, this relationship was going fairly well that a disaster left the couple with one choice: separation.
To go in details with the separation, let me quote from John LeCompt on Facebook messenger:
"There was a time when they fought a lot over the infidelities they had on each other"
"Amy was having a sexual affair with her whoremaster manager 'Denis Rider' who had found Amy Lee a submissive sex slave he could've fucked on his own."
"Amy lee, didn't get pissed at Shaun Morgan over downright booze, cause she (Amy) was heavily into it either"

Anyways, by now it was just their relationships, here's to Amy Lee's abortion that will shock you to the core (quoting from John LeCompt):
"The band (Evanescence) went through a devastating crisis when Amy decided to renege on the concert dates and we were just wondering why she'd decided to cancel our shows one after another."
"Rocky (drummer member of the Evanescence) and I decided to intrude and finally figured out it was an abortion!"

Amy Lee had taken a pill and let go of Shaun's baby....

My Novel

I've already put down a 487 pages of my novel entitled Screaming at the Bottom of the Ocean, started out back in the early winter of 2007 and finished as of August 20th 2008. The basic theme of this book is a simplified narration of the evolution of Lee family and the places they have been but most of the chapters are related to Amy Lee herself.

Even though I had a late start on writing for this over lack of time and mindset, now I feel like I am more determined and indulged than ever to publish it. It's a pdf file actually that can be published through here as well.

An overview of the episodes:

1. The childhood of Amy Lee up to her sophomore age when she had been having a way early personal touch on adulthood stuffs by citing the details of each adventures thoroughly.
2. Seventeen pages are about her dad 'John Lee' who met his wife 'Sara' in Texas.
3. Inspecting every reasons of their nomad lives in different States within US and the most exciting pan in the Little Rock, AR.
4. Thrilling part of Amy's single life in LA and her encounter with a ghost who left a dog dead.
5. Inspirations of Evanescence songs and her psychologyical process.
6. The outlaw activities committed by Amy Lee and the lawsuits.
7. Shaun Morgan and the abortion,....

I'd be breaking down the subjects into different posts here to helps boost my viewers and reach out to more people rather than placing a one time pdf to go through.